Makoto Mita
mmm burger THIS SEGMENT IS ENTIRELY ABOUT MAKOTO BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY ABOU THE HUNGER. NOT THE SONG FROM THE GAME OH NO NO NO IM TALKING ABOU TTHE STAGE PLAY PERFORMANCE
Part 1: pre-sweet pool thoughts
- the hunger
- played it and really likes the song i started listening to it outside of chiral night and memorized all the lyrics
- knew makoto ate youji, heard about it from somewhere (??? BITCH WHERE)
- *mumbling as i weakly press notes on keyboard in a tired delirious state playing the hunger* i want your everything mmnh tear out my heart hh u know MY love for u *slams on keyboard* DRIVES. me. MAA.aad
- knew makotos entire story now because the lyrics
- *mumbling while playing the hunger* wwen we first met i couldn take my eyes off of uuUUU .
- "omg when they first met he couldnt take his eyes off of him”
Part 2: during sweet pool thoughts
- makoto
- when he showed up to youjis house in the rain cg loads my heart stopped the music wasnt musuc just sounds sparse enough to be silent for most of the time but erie ambiance THE WAY HIS EYES WERE HIDDEN GODD swewt pool is so good with sudden dread the way the mood dropped in seconds
- in the hallway. holy fucking shit he was looking right at me
- the music stopped and he was watching me i do not know if it was intentional or if ny eyes just happened to be in a place where it makes it feel lioe youre actually in the hallway and you turn around and see him watching you GOD simple context completely changes his impression it was just his normal default smiling sprite but his eyes felt different sweet pool does horror well
- makoto tells youji to go to the lab he goes then the door locks and he gets attacked and rhen we hear "guess whooo" it instantly clicked and i wimpered and cried out loud and screamed in my head HEFUCKJNGLIEDITWASA TRICK!!!!!!!!!!!! and recoiled and screamed in my chair and went OUUUUUUU
- I JUST THOUGHT HE WAS HUNGRYYY
- then the scene ends whatever
- later we go to the hospital and im like "istg makoto is down the hall" and he is then he apologizes and hes chill. makoto has been forgiven by the council but i will never forget the look in his eyes in the hallway forever
Part 3: real shit. the hunger stage play performances end of show/curtain call analysis
(context: in the seet pool stage play there are 2 perfrmances of the respective route's ending song, one at the end of the play and then one after everyone bows. people can take their phones out and record during the curtain call performance. the end of show performance is a bit longer as the songs starts at the begining instead of in the middle for the after show. they have differences but are mainly the same)
end of show the hunger performance
curtain call the hunger performance
- the hunger's story is a flashback while vlg is a continuation. both are in their respective characters perspectives but are different
WRITING THIS LINE AFTER EVERYTHING ELSE AND IM SCREEN RECORDING ANOTHER VID OF THE HUNGER END OF SHOW AND OMFG I JUST NOTICED AFTER THE FIRST ARM BITE THE CAST DOES A CLOCK MOTION BECAUSE ITS GOING BACKK IN TIME SHOWING WHERE EVERYTHING WENT WRONG KYYYAAAA GYAAAAAAA cough ahem uhm pretend you didnt read this go back to reading but then come back and read it again because its cool
the hunger, like the songs lyrics, is in past tense and tells how makoto met youjis how he gained his affection and his growing jealously as he looses his mind. the first part is when they first met i love how the cast unravels and holds their arms out to makoto in a dominoe fashion like youji is a prize to be won to him now also showing his growing infatuation with youjis and how he suddenly finds h beautiful and his scent like hes a blooming flower the way they reached out looked lioe petals ANYWAYS... then the rest is the same in the curtain call for the most part here makoto is getting paranoid the rest is what he thinks is happening as tetsuo amd youji start hanging out more he tries to go up to them but is blocked ACCESS DENIED blah blah blah then jn both curtain call and end of show once tetsuo leaves youji is the epitome of his desire is he rolling around on the floor in anguish for youji this pussy hazardous and intoxicating send help IN THE CURTAIN CALL HOWEVER its just more explicit like who give a shit fuck it we ball.
in the end of show its interpretive dance to the song they do the flips whatever then tetsuo leaves and youji just stands there like hes off limits his back turned away from him and unreachable. this version definitely feels more like hes in pain trying to find out what went wrong why youji doesnt want him why hes shut himself off.
IN THE CURTAINCALL ouhh the curtain call...,..,. the interpretove dance is replaced with tetsuo just undressing him definitely showing more of makotos fears, then he leaves and youji busts it down sexual style n shit this DEFINITELY feels more like his desire for youji and infatuation with him as a result of the pheromones. like he cant control it and it feels mlrw like full on jealousy over tetsuo and speculations over what him and youji are doing together like he craves youji and wants him to be his
love all the actors performances so good so good its insane i hope i dont sound rude referring to them with their character names because i do not know all of theirs at the moment
then the rest is the same in both versions after the final chorus starts its now in the present as hes gone beyond the point of no return he swings him arm rapidly moving both him and youjis a reference to the cuts he gives youjis despite them being so far away. theyre far away mentally makoto is brokwn and unable to see what hes doing to youji. even if theyre physically close in the chemistry lab even if makoto thinks he finally has him they'll always be in 2 different worlds, youjis world being without him in it, and with tetsuo in it instead.
hes now fully dancing along with the song while previously he was only standing there. it was playing in the background. in the back of his mind the hunger was growing and now its too late erm balh blah blah youjis collapses after the cuts but by the final line slowly raises to his feet as makoto raises his arm and takes a bite sealing both of their fates
makoto's right arm is ver prominent throughout the choreography because. yea. in the final cg for his ending its where he starts eating himself alive. even before the end of the songs its prominent in the main dance parts but just everywhere as well he shoots it up like a call for help almost likes hes raising his hand but it signals his growing hunger. he reaches out for youji. his desire growing until he cant take it anymore. in the "no more need for words" part of the song it shoots up and he shoves it back down like hes fighting it then he runs up to the wall, to the unclaimable ledge youjis on, as he desperately grasps it, almost like its a door like when he showed up at youjis house in the rain, and it slides down his pants until he collapses and the chorus starts again and hes fully gone
the part where he starts punching the air is funny as hell he was so mad that tetsuo pulled that bad bitch by being autistic 😭😭😭😭😭 uhgh anyways just noticing some things based in the lighting the effects aee so cool dueing the red parts the lines projected on the backgrounds look like slathes from a box cutter and at the final chorus beat drop the lights burst put into blue referencing the reason choices that lead to this outcome mimicking the way it washes over the screen ingame mimicking how the final choice youji made would be his last one
lastly i just really like the dance is so energetic i love all the movements especially after noticing the right arm