SheNZI...

19 ✣ he/him ✣ blk .☘︎ ݁˖

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@ heavenaid @ monsieurdoll @ paramidia

.✣ ݁˖♱໋ ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


goodevening minnasan. boku no namae wa gaberiel da but you might
knopw me as shenzi. or monsieurdoll. or mr. doll. im a government assigned badass uke who loves my computer and most things internet-esque. joined neocities in 2022 but didn't actually start making my site until july 2023.
my main inerests are twisted wonderland and all nitro+chiral games
(specifically dmmd, sweet pool, lamento, and chiral night rhythm carnival) if you
couldn't guess already lol. the joy in my soul has been sucked away and replaced by a pitiful paranoid umpc of a man who gets by by thinking of matcha frappes and the chance to eat parfaits. days since i tripped over my walkman wire: 0.2


im a black transman who may or may not be a tad bit mentally ill teehee. i dont like talking to people that much unless i do. its been 10 motnhs since ive spoken to my friends. i may not reply to everything such as chat messages or guestbook comments but i literally read all of it affogato gozaimasu ♡. i look so depressed irl that people i dont know come up to me and ask if im ok. i dress in exclusively black or white and i loooooooove things with zippers and studs and spikes. my studded everything collection has grown so much since 2023 i love cuffs and chokers and bondage esque clotrhing the o-rings makes jingle sounds when i walk fuckg my uke l;iiiifffeeuuugh

heres some of my prized possessions
sony walkman nwz-e383 fujitsu fmv biblo loox u50xn

the vast web of the net is my ocean and i am but a humble pirate... i will get my hands on any file no matter what ! i'll search for hours for a link, scrolling on dead sites and archives just for a single thing and i wont give up until i get it or know for a fact its out of my reach(energy level)

i am a huge fan of GOATBED they were really the only band/artist/music group that i called myself a fan of, not to say i didnt listen to anything else but i never really felt like i connected to anything else before. i have the Hellblau album and the The Optimist Sees The Douhgnut The Pessimist Sees The Hole (limited venue hell bound) box cd set and im so happy i do. i hope to get merch oneday and more albums so i can archive the lryics of songs. my fav songs are masculine devil (ESPECIALLY THE 2009 VER), manish fiend, HELLBLAU, synthspians, dot's dash, KA NA SHI MI NO A N JI, kill 2 birds with 1, sonic phonic tonics!! and dreamon dreamer for being there for an important time in my life ♡♡♡

this site is just a place to do what i love which is web design i love coding and expressing myself and i love seeing others do the same on here



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nitro chiral character tier list

Monsieurdoll ?
its one of Ortho Shroud's nicknames from the game Twisted Wonderland! i made it my instagram user and made it my site name to stay on the ignihyde brand

what do you use to code ?
neocities editor in pure html and css!

Moe points ?
emo - eyebags - blue - no eyebrows - bones/skeletal theme - about to end it all - headphones - STUDDED BELTS

site's design elements ?
frutiger metro, basically emo/grunge design elements + blue and lots of frills is what i like using a lot, my main inspirations are sites from the second half of the 2000s + early 2010s

Dramatical ?
fuck yea i am